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i woke up this morning with the second day of a headache. It seems to be worse today than yesterday. And i feel like i can't get enough air in my lungs. i feel as if there were a band around my chest. i don't know if it is stress or something else. Last night when we were watching tv i had an odd sensation. Almost a floating feeling and for about 3 seconds my head didn't hurt. Now this morning i feel lousy. What is happening, i wonder? i need to get back to Master.

Talked with Daughter last night. The doc at the clinic didn't call her back. She still doesn't know if/when she has an appointment with a neuro guy. She was much better last night on the phone. She did mention something that made me feel a bit better. When she went to the pharmacy to get her meds, she told the druggest she needed to have the anit-convulsant upped. He told her that this particular medication has an interaction with her birth control pills. She and S.O. discussed it that night and realized that the episodes had begun happening just about the time she started the b'control pills. That is good. In my head i know it has to be something so simple as that. Now if i can just get the message to my heart, i'll be in fine shape.

Sister won $500 in nickles at Atlantic City. Her hubby was off someplace else playing poker. Why is it men are never around when the big stuff happens? She said a little old 4'8" Jewish lady was sitting next to her when she hit the jackpot. She said. 'Oi vey! Honey you have just won the jackpot.' She said they wouldn't let her take the coins to the changer. Three armed guards brought her five 100 dollar bills. They have had a pretty inexpensive vacation.

i feel like i want to be a cry baby today, but i know i can't be. i feel like i need to stay in bed and cover my head with blankets but i know i can't. My legs feel like lead, my head hurts, i can't breathe, i'm a me