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jdmkleinMaster and i spent an hour this morning just snuggling in bed. We haven't done that for about a hunnert years. It was so nice. We didn't do anything but snuggle and talk. Everytime i get aroused i cough up a lung and a half. It's been so long since we last had sex, i can't remember when.
Maybe if i play my cards right, we can do this again tonight. i have tried really hard not to talk today not even whisper. It worked in the morning and because we took a nap, most of the afternoon. Not so easy not to talk when we had the dog on his run. i believe the infection is gone, i don't understand why the voice hasn't come back.
i'm so proud of Daughter. She decided not to take the apartment. She's still having seizures and i am so afraid she would have one in the new place where no one knows her or what is going on. She decided not to go out on her own until she gets to the bottom of this seizure thing. She has decided to bite the bullet and stay with Mother until it is taken care of. It's not that she doesn't get along with her grandmother, it's more that grammy can't let her be an adult. Grammy is a bit of control freak. Daughter will suck it up and deal with the situation. i am very proud of her.
i have often wondered just whose child i am. i have enough of both parent's looks to be convinced that they are in fact my birth parents. On the other hand, i am nothing like either of them. My brother and sister have more in common with them than i. The inherited traits that parents hand on to their children i don't have. i must be a throw back to several generations past.
Being sick has fuzzied my brain.
Maybe if i play my cards right, we can do this again tonight. i have tried really hard not to talk today not even whisper. It worked in the morning and because we took a nap, most of the afternoon. Not so easy not to talk when we had the dog on his run. i believe the infection is gone, i don't understand why the voice hasn't come back.
i'm so proud of Daughter. She decided not to take the apartment. She's still having seizures and i am so afraid she would have one in the new place where no one knows her or what is going on. She decided not to go out on her own until she gets to the bottom of this seizure thing. She has decided to bite the bullet and stay with Mother until it is taken care of. It's not that she doesn't get along with her grandmother, it's more that grammy can't let her be an adult. Grammy is a bit of control freak. Daughter will suck it up and deal with the situation. i am very proud of her.
i have often wondered just whose child i am. i have enough of both parent's looks to be convinced that they are in fact my birth parents. On the other hand, i am nothing like either of them. My brother and sister have more in common with them than i. The inherited traits that parents hand on to their children i don't have. i must be a throw back to several generations past.
Being sick has fuzzied my brain.
