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Mar. 14th, 2003 09:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleinToday was the best day i've had in a long time. i spent it at the computer, working on the class i start teaching tomorrow because one of the teachers has left for the states. A medical reason, but she could have had the procedure done her. She wanted to be out of here and now she is. She hopes, and so do i, that she will be back in two weeks. The war will be over, we all hope, by then, and she will have recouperated enough to be back. Otherwise she'll be gone for 4 weeks or more. i need this extra stress, the extra hours, the extra work like i need a hole in my head. This is why i get paid the big bucks. Yea!
i learned how to make graphs on the computer using excel. That was neat. i am going to be teaching another writing class, that is something i like to do. i just don't need to be doing it now. i have enough on my plate. Such is life.
We ate on the patio tonight. i have to get my telescope out, the view from up here is killer for the sky.
We seem to be always at each other lately. i meekly mentioned that perhaps our time together was coming to an end. He said, we should not make that decision now. There is too much at stake. He said i should wait and see what happens at the end of the school year. Those were comforting words. He understands the stress i am under. i get it from above and below, and as much as i try to keep work at work, i find it more and more difficult to do. i have to have some procedure or protocol to leave it at the door. i am happy to know He does not want me to leave. i'm happy to know i haven't made Him change His mind about how He feels about me. i don't want 'us' to end. But i don't want Him unhappy. i don't want to be a piece of baggage to Him that is no longer of service.
i need to learn how to put a link on my writing i think.i tend to get wordy and babble on.
Boy did i murder disintegrate last night.
i am feeling relieved. And a bit melancholy. Perhaps i am just tired.
i learned how to make graphs on the computer using excel. That was neat. i am going to be teaching another writing class, that is something i like to do. i just don't need to be doing it now. i have enough on my plate. Such is life.
We ate on the patio tonight. i have to get my telescope out, the view from up here is killer for the sky.
We seem to be always at each other lately. i meekly mentioned that perhaps our time together was coming to an end. He said, we should not make that decision now. There is too much at stake. He said i should wait and see what happens at the end of the school year. Those were comforting words. He understands the stress i am under. i get it from above and below, and as much as i try to keep work at work, i find it more and more difficult to do. i have to have some procedure or protocol to leave it at the door. i am happy to know He does not want me to leave. i'm happy to know i haven't made Him change His mind about how He feels about me. i don't want 'us' to end. But i don't want Him unhappy. i don't want to be a piece of baggage to Him that is no longer of service.
i need to learn how to put a link on my writing i think.i tend to get wordy and babble on.
Boy did i murder disintegrate last night.
i am feeling relieved. And a bit melancholy. Perhaps i am just tired.
