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Dec. 29th, 2002 08:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleini didn't think i was going to be depressed this year. But i was wrong. (small vent coming)....
i thought i was doing so well getting all my christmas shopping done last summer so i didn't have to worry about mailing and customs and stuff. i put them in my chest at Mother's, carefully marked as to who gets what. She wrapped them and then apparently forgot to put my name on them. So now, everyone thinks they got the gifts from Gram. My sister and i talked about what we would get Mother for christmas last summer and she forgot. So Mother got nothing from me. It's hard enough being away from my family without having that hanging on my brain. i don't want to sound whiney or bitchy, but it makes me sad. i guess it just goes to show, if you want anything done, don't leave it to others.
Then all Mother can talk about is how much a goof D is, to my mind he's an ass, but what do i know? Maybe i'm jealous, or maybe i'm just homesick. i don't really want to be in the cold, i'm happy here with Master, but i miss my family. It seems i want my cake and i want the frosting too. Greedy bitch eh? (end of vent)
i'm not going into work tomorrow. i have one paper left to grade, and grades are due tomorrow but tough. If the 'queen of the ELU' can't fuck up once in a while, who can? i have things to do to plug the hole in the dike made by the FoM, but damn, it will still be there on Tuesday. i just know it will.
i read in the paper today that the ministry of what's really important in Kuwait may overrule the ministry of non-religious holidays. We may be able to celebrate January 1st on the actual first of January, not the fourth as previously thought. What a crazy world we live in.
i love watching the dog run. He took off after a car today in the desert. He was beautiful to watch. Queen Anne had 17 children. wow!
My head is full and cracking. i have to be done for tonight
i thought i was doing so well getting all my christmas shopping done last summer so i didn't have to worry about mailing and customs and stuff. i put them in my chest at Mother's, carefully marked as to who gets what. She wrapped them and then apparently forgot to put my name on them. So now, everyone thinks they got the gifts from Gram. My sister and i talked about what we would get Mother for christmas last summer and she forgot. So Mother got nothing from me. It's hard enough being away from my family without having that hanging on my brain. i don't want to sound whiney or bitchy, but it makes me sad. i guess it just goes to show, if you want anything done, don't leave it to others.
Then all Mother can talk about is how much a goof D is, to my mind he's an ass, but what do i know? Maybe i'm jealous, or maybe i'm just homesick. i don't really want to be in the cold, i'm happy here with Master, but i miss my family. It seems i want my cake and i want the frosting too. Greedy bitch eh? (end of vent)
i'm not going into work tomorrow. i have one paper left to grade, and grades are due tomorrow but tough. If the 'queen of the ELU' can't fuck up once in a while, who can? i have things to do to plug the hole in the dike made by the FoM, but damn, it will still be there on Tuesday. i just know it will.
i read in the paper today that the ministry of what's really important in Kuwait may overrule the ministry of non-religious holidays. We may be able to celebrate January 1st on the actual first of January, not the fourth as previously thought. What a crazy world we live in.
i love watching the dog run. He took off after a car today in the desert. He was beautiful to watch. Queen Anne had 17 children. wow!
My head is full and cracking. i have to be done for tonight
