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Sep. 27th, 2002 09:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleinMaster had a lot of worry last night. i tried to use sex to help ease His mind and relax. It didn't work for Him. It always works for me. Finally at 4 this morning i gave Him one of my little darlin' pills. i want Him to take one again tonight. He got learned some important facts this afternoon and after all is said and done is in a pretty chipper mood. He still needs a good night's sleep, so He's getting one of mother's little helpers.
i got up early this morning. Actually shortly after Master fell asleep. i took Maxie out to the beach for a romp and to watch the sun come up. He behaved himself well. He didn't go chasing after any of the others out early in the morning. He ignored them in fact. He just kept bringing his ball back to me to pitch out again. i took a rubber ball that would bounce on the hard pack. A couple of times he caught in mid bounce. He's a neat dog. We stopped at Doughnut Hole in One and i got Max some doggie doughnuts and a couple of glazed for Master. i thought He would be pleased. He ate them but i don't know if that is what He really wanted for breakfast this morning.
This afternoon i tried to relax Master again. This time it worked. My throat is sore and raw but He slept well this afternoon. i know that pleased Him. He snuggled close to me and fell asleep. He needed that.
Tonight i may ask if He'd like me to bathe Him and shave Him for tomorrow. i have His lunch made, and i've ironed the clothes He wants to wear. i'm not excited about having extra ironing to do each night. Maybe i can convince Him that the laundry will do a better job. It can come from house money.
i don't want to go to the office tomorrow. i have work to do on the book. It's been on my mind all weekend. I will work madly tomorrow night and perhaps come home early on Sunday so i can get the things Jamal gave me a second chance and a rewrite.
i'm dying of curiosity and this is a first for me. Two of the teachers went out for lunch on Wednesday. Both are people i've seen socially and have had a close relationship with. i know they talked about me. i just know it. i'd love to know what they said. i've never had this feeling before. Mainly i suppose because i haven't been close to any other colleagues. And the one had told me before that there are people in the unit who are ambitious and want to get ahead. i don't see how that would affect me, but i know both these women gossip. And i know they gossiped about me on Wednesday. And i don't know how i feel about it. Gossip is not my style.
i thought i was going to get my bike aired up for riding tomorrow, but it didn't happen. It probably won't happen now till next weekend. The good thing is, it will be a three day weekend. HOORAH! The last holiday until the eid.
i got up early this morning. Actually shortly after Master fell asleep. i took Maxie out to the beach for a romp and to watch the sun come up. He behaved himself well. He didn't go chasing after any of the others out early in the morning. He ignored them in fact. He just kept bringing his ball back to me to pitch out again. i took a rubber ball that would bounce on the hard pack. A couple of times he caught in mid bounce. He's a neat dog. We stopped at Doughnut Hole in One and i got Max some doggie doughnuts and a couple of glazed for Master. i thought He would be pleased. He ate them but i don't know if that is what He really wanted for breakfast this morning.
This afternoon i tried to relax Master again. This time it worked. My throat is sore and raw but He slept well this afternoon. i know that pleased Him. He snuggled close to me and fell asleep. He needed that.
Tonight i may ask if He'd like me to bathe Him and shave Him for tomorrow. i have His lunch made, and i've ironed the clothes He wants to wear. i'm not excited about having extra ironing to do each night. Maybe i can convince Him that the laundry will do a better job. It can come from house money.
i don't want to go to the office tomorrow. i have work to do on the book. It's been on my mind all weekend. I will work madly tomorrow night and perhaps come home early on Sunday so i can get the things Jamal gave me a second chance and a rewrite.
i'm dying of curiosity and this is a first for me. Two of the teachers went out for lunch on Wednesday. Both are people i've seen socially and have had a close relationship with. i know they talked about me. i just know it. i'd love to know what they said. i've never had this feeling before. Mainly i suppose because i haven't been close to any other colleagues. And the one had told me before that there are people in the unit who are ambitious and want to get ahead. i don't see how that would affect me, but i know both these women gossip. And i know they gossiped about me on Wednesday. And i don't know how i feel about it. Gossip is not my style.
i thought i was going to get my bike aired up for riding tomorrow, but it didn't happen. It probably won't happen now till next weekend. The good thing is, it will be a three day weekend. HOORAH! The last holiday until the eid.
