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[jdmklein]

i am trying not to be angry and hurt. i know it is childish, and so far i'm winning, but i feel as if i have been lied to. i know He didn't do it on purpose, and i also knew He would do what He said He probably wouldn't. What i don't know is why He thought He had to soften the blow by telling me an untruth. And right now i can't ask, because i am not sure i can be polite. Right now i feel like a third class person.