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Dec. 23rd, 2004 07:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleini think the building could have fallen down around my ears last night, and it wouldn't have wakened me. Of course it was drug induced again. i was dead-bang tired when i got home from work yesterday and laid down on the sofa for a 2.5 hour nap. i could not wake up. Then i pooched around until about 9:30, took a scalding hot bath and used the scrub brush to invigorate my skin. Sounds a bit masochistic, and perhaps it is a form of self-masochism, but it sure does make my legs feel better. i was in bed before 10 pm. i read for about an hour and then dropped off to sleep. Woke up about 6:30. Max is getting really good at sleeping in. i think it was the let down from the week that caused the bad case of the tireds.
Got some quality time on-line with Master, about an hour this morning. i wasn't bad, just ouchy. Either He didn't notice, or chose not to call me on it. i honestly have no idea. We have six more days. i did remind Him that the toyota is not the same as the one i had when he left. He sent photos of Himself and the grand baby dressed for the wedding. He looks pretty darned good. Looking at Him makes my heart melt. That is what is so annoying. i am trying to work up a good mad at Him for being inconsiderate, but i can only get a good m worked up. i believe i am truly entrenched in this, whether i want it or not.
what is the fantasy that young men, and i do mean young, have about the experience of an older woman? i can't seem to keep them away from me, no matter how hard i try, or how rude i am. The only women who contact me want to show me pictures of their cunt or boobs. What's up with that?
Got some quality time on-line with Master, about an hour this morning. i wasn't bad, just ouchy. Either He didn't notice, or chose not to call me on it. i honestly have no idea. We have six more days. i did remind Him that the toyota is not the same as the one i had when he left. He sent photos of Himself and the grand baby dressed for the wedding. He looks pretty darned good. Looking at Him makes my heart melt. That is what is so annoying. i am trying to work up a good mad at Him for being inconsiderate, but i can only get a good m worked up. i believe i am truly entrenched in this, whether i want it or not.
what is the fantasy that young men, and i do mean young, have about the experience of an older woman? i can't seem to keep them away from me, no matter how hard i try, or how rude i am. The only women who contact me want to show me pictures of their cunt or boobs. What's up with that?
