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Emerson is finally home. Actually he could have been home last night, the repair shop called before Master got home from having it towed to the garage. But He decided they could keep it over night. He wasn't feeling much like going back out.

Master had promised me some pain today, but it didn't happen. He is still getting over jet lag and woke up at 2 this morning. Then getting the car. By the time we got back He was ready for a nap. Then it was time to take the dog out, and then time for dinner and then to talk to Daughter. No pain today.

i know life gets in the way sometimes. Lately, though, i have been wondering just what i am supposed to be getting out of this. Service is not my strong suit. i do what He wants, but i'm not anticipatory. He does not need to micromanage me, i don't need to be told to do the normal things. It's the little extras that i don't think to do. i just don't seem to be getting anything in return. It seems like forever since i've had pain, and i think it's beginning to tell on me.

i've been eating less meat since Master went back to Texas. i thought i was doing a good job of keeping the nutritional aspect of vegan in line, but for the past four days i've been having really bad cramps in my calves. i think i do not have enough potassium in my system. i feel better without meat, but Master is insisting that i do something to put more potassium in me. Banana diet here i come.

Now that Emerson is back i can swim before school. Swimming is a good thing.