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Jun. 22nd, 2003 06:56 pmThe weather sucks and i'm bitchie. Not a good combination for man nor beast to have to deal with. i feel jumpy, like i can't stay inside my skin. i want to cry, but have no reason. i can hear the blood pounding passed my ears, i have a tightness in my chest. i hate this weather. i hate it hate it hate it.
i can't see where the water ends and the sky begins. i can't even see the water or the sky for that matter there is so much sand in the air. My headaches. My fingernails hurt. This is not a good day. i would like to go lay down on Master's bed and pull the covers over my head and disappear until August 14, but that won't happen.
i love the class. That is the one good thing. i think i need to go to my room and be alone for a bit. i need to get my head into a better place. i'm not too happy with where i'm at, and i'm pretty sure Master feels the same. Even Max is staying away from me.
i can't see where the water ends and the sky begins. i can't even see the water or the sky for that matter there is so much sand in the air. My headaches. My fingernails hurt. This is not a good day. i would like to go lay down on Master's bed and pull the covers over my head and disappear until August 14, but that won't happen.
i love the class. That is the one good thing. i think i need to go to my room and be alone for a bit. i need to get my head into a better place. i'm not too happy with where i'm at, and i'm pretty sure Master feels the same. Even Max is staying away from me.
