![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Jan. 12th, 2003 08:32 pmi'm pissed, and venting.
i thought we had an agreement on what was to be done for today. i was under the impression that we all knew what our assignments were and were going to go home and do them. i am sure i told you all that i had a Dean's meeting today and wouldn't be here. i thought that was all right with you. i thought you were going to be adult about this job.
i come back from exam boards only to find that the 10 hours of work i put in yesterday went for nothing. You never even looked at my stuff. i don't care if what i do isn't appropriate/ good enough/right for what your collective vision is for this book, but i do care that it was tossed out of hand and not even looked at. i'm pissed and i'm hurt, and i'm writing this so you bunch of jackasses won't ever know. i won't play the 'it's my queendom game' and tell you it's either my way or the highway. And i won't get sucked into your crisis mode work ethic either. We are going to do a good job on this from the beginning. It may go slowly, but it will be something to be proud of when we finish. i don't work any other way. i will not allow one person's anxiety over what is going to happen to us overrule what i know is the right thing. And you, collectively or singly can go get fucked if you think otherwise. IS THAT CLEAR? Damn i hate when i have to do this.
i will now go watch emergency vets and chill.
i thought we had an agreement on what was to be done for today. i was under the impression that we all knew what our assignments were and were going to go home and do them. i am sure i told you all that i had a Dean's meeting today and wouldn't be here. i thought that was all right with you. i thought you were going to be adult about this job.
i come back from exam boards only to find that the 10 hours of work i put in yesterday went for nothing. You never even looked at my stuff. i don't care if what i do isn't appropriate/ good enough/right for what your collective vision is for this book, but i do care that it was tossed out of hand and not even looked at. i'm pissed and i'm hurt, and i'm writing this so you bunch of jackasses won't ever know. i won't play the 'it's my queendom game' and tell you it's either my way or the highway. And i won't get sucked into your crisis mode work ethic either. We are going to do a good job on this from the beginning. It may go slowly, but it will be something to be proud of when we finish. i don't work any other way. i will not allow one person's anxiety over what is going to happen to us overrule what i know is the right thing. And you, collectively or singly can go get fucked if you think otherwise. IS THAT CLEAR? Damn i hate when i have to do this.
i will now go watch emergency vets and chill.
