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Feb. 19th, 2004 08:31 pmi slept until nearly 9:00 this morning. Then i found out we didn't hang the cuckoo clock high enough. One statement is not remotely related to the other, it was my stream of consciousness speaking.
Master went out to Arifjan to mail da box again today. He stood in line for 3 hours and then came home. Plan B is for Him to take the box back with Him to Texas and mail it from there. This is not how i wanted it, but it does give me some more time to find more fun things to put in it.
He will be leaving at the end of March. And i can't help but think about it. He'll be gone just shy of one month.
i'm having some little problem of late. There is no sex and certainly no pain in my life anymore. There has been no sex for over two weeks, almost three, since Germany. And no pain since before that. He will be going back to see His daughter, and new granddaughter and the mother of His children. She no longer has any sexual desire for Him, but i can't help but wonder if that will change now that He has thinned down some. On the other hand, He seems to have no desire for me, even though i do want Him and have slimmed down some too. It is a puzzlement. i don't want to seem whiny so i haven't said anything to Him about my thoughts yet. i am on the verge of taking care of my business myself and damn the consequences.
Maxthedog is getting better by the day. Why is it if we leave his lead on him, he will jump right out of the car when we take him for his run, but if the lead is already off by the time we get to the desert we have to pull on his collar and drag him out of the car? He is such a strange animal.
There is one small task left to be done on the patio. i wonder if it well ever get tackled? He likes the planning and the setting up of a project, and He certainly likes to beginning and the middle of the doing of a task. But He is not great on the finishing up and putting away part. i'm not bitching.
We went to the little theater last night. An evening of one acts. These were a quick subsititue for the play on the schedule because the director of the scheduled play had to leave the country. The first one was cute, but it showed that there wasn't a lot of rehearsal time. The second was short, and very funny, a farce and fast and furious. It was supposed to be the V monologues. Now
coronetdude and i won't be able to compare notes. i wonder if the morality police found out about it and thought that since the title is so disgusting (not my opinion) that they should deport the director?
Mother is having vision problems again, and b/p problems. i worry about her a lot. i hope she realizes how lucky she is to have Sarah there to care for her. i'm looking at travelzoo, i think it is, for the weekly top 20 list of places to go for summer. i want to find something fun to do to take Sarah away for a bit. So far, everything has been 'must be done by May 30 or sooner'. As the year wears on, i'm hoping there will be summer specials too.
This is getting long, and now i find it boring. i'm stopping for the night.
Master went out to Arifjan to mail da box again today. He stood in line for 3 hours and then came home. Plan B is for Him to take the box back with Him to Texas and mail it from there. This is not how i wanted it, but it does give me some more time to find more fun things to put in it.
He will be leaving at the end of March. And i can't help but think about it. He'll be gone just shy of one month.
i'm having some little problem of late. There is no sex and certainly no pain in my life anymore. There has been no sex for over two weeks, almost three, since Germany. And no pain since before that. He will be going back to see His daughter, and new granddaughter and the mother of His children. She no longer has any sexual desire for Him, but i can't help but wonder if that will change now that He has thinned down some. On the other hand, He seems to have no desire for me, even though i do want Him and have slimmed down some too. It is a puzzlement. i don't want to seem whiny so i haven't said anything to Him about my thoughts yet. i am on the verge of taking care of my business myself and damn the consequences.
Maxthedog is getting better by the day. Why is it if we leave his lead on him, he will jump right out of the car when we take him for his run, but if the lead is already off by the time we get to the desert we have to pull on his collar and drag him out of the car? He is such a strange animal.
There is one small task left to be done on the patio. i wonder if it well ever get tackled? He likes the planning and the setting up of a project, and He certainly likes to beginning and the middle of the doing of a task. But He is not great on the finishing up and putting away part. i'm not bitching.
We went to the little theater last night. An evening of one acts. These were a quick subsititue for the play on the schedule because the director of the scheduled play had to leave the country. The first one was cute, but it showed that there wasn't a lot of rehearsal time. The second was short, and very funny, a farce and fast and furious. It was supposed to be the V monologues. Now
Mother is having vision problems again, and b/p problems. i worry about her a lot. i hope she realizes how lucky she is to have Sarah there to care for her. i'm looking at travelzoo, i think it is, for the weekly top 20 list of places to go for summer. i want to find something fun to do to take Sarah away for a bit. So far, everything has been 'must be done by May 30 or sooner'. As the year wears on, i'm hoping there will be summer specials too.
This is getting long, and now i find it boring. i'm stopping for the night.