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Jan. 6th, 2004 02:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleinThe next thing is to figure out how i can again become addicted to my drug of choice. i was doing very well using the bike for exercise until the horrid spitting incident. Now i can't get motivated to ride again. It's too cold to swim in the pool. Those are the two of the three forms of physical exercise i truly enjoy. i need Master's help with the third, and that has not been very forthcoming lately.
i am out of school for about 45 days, til Feb 14. i need to find something to do to get the endorphins pumping again. i crave that rush, i am not on the right track with it again and i don't know how to go about getting back on. i say to myself when i go to bed at night, tomorrow i will ride. Tomorrow comes and i can't drag my butt outta the sack. i feel i'm doing good if i don't ask Master for extra sleep-in time. What is wrong with me?
i am out of school for about 45 days, til Feb 14. i need to find something to do to get the endorphins pumping again. i crave that rush, i am not on the right track with it again and i don't know how to go about getting back on. i say to myself when i go to bed at night, tomorrow i will ride. Tomorrow comes and i can't drag my butt outta the sack. i feel i'm doing good if i don't ask Master for extra sleep-in time. What is wrong with me?
