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Oct. 30th, 2003 07:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleinThis doesn't mean anything, it is just something i have noticed.
Master cannot let me be right, have the last word, or however you want to say it. i don't know why i bother anymore.
Two examples:
1) Yesterday on the desert we took a bit different route. It was a bit later than usual and getting dark. Master asked where the road was. i pointed out that 'there' was the road we usually took. He turned before it, saying 'this' is the road i want. It doesn't mean a thing, it was just one more case of what i say is nothing.
2) Today we went passed a wreck He has told me about yesterday. When He called me, He said the police car was a suburban. When i went by the wreck i saw a big truck and an older car, like a big old chevy, or, as i told Him, one of the cars used here in Kuwait as an airport taxi. Today when we went by, i saw that it was an old ford crown victoria. He noticed that it wasn't a surburban, but stopped Himself short of saying it was a chevy, what i had given in the example, He said it was an old car. He hates being wrong. And can't admit when i am right with any kind of ease. It is easier for Him to ignore it than admit it.
Many times this happens when i make a casual comment about something. He can't help it, i think. He has to make sure to point out the my point of view, idea, statement is wrong in some way. He is never mean or ugly about it, He just does it.
Another thing i have noticed is that everything must be about Him. Any conversation i start, He will turn to something about Him. If i say it snowed in Iowa yesterday, He will immediately say in Texas the weather was much worse. i am not trying to play a who is most/best/whatever game, when i start a conversation. i don't mind that He turns it to Him, i just wish He wouldn't do it all the time.
And as long as i'm on the subject, He can never just answer a question. i will ask Him what He would like for dinner, for example, and He will either ask me a question in return, or go on about taking the dog out and then getting back about 6:15 or so and there won't be time to get the charcoal going. i could ask a simple yes/no question and He will do the same thing. And then He will finish, and i still don't know the answer. i have to ask, did You answer my question?
i hate doing that, it makes me feel stupid, like i have not listened to what He said, or missed something important.
Such is the life i live. Who said M/s is always nekkid, and knees, and sex?
Master cannot let me be right, have the last word, or however you want to say it. i don't know why i bother anymore.
Two examples:
1) Yesterday on the desert we took a bit different route. It was a bit later than usual and getting dark. Master asked where the road was. i pointed out that 'there' was the road we usually took. He turned before it, saying 'this' is the road i want. It doesn't mean a thing, it was just one more case of what i say is nothing.
2) Today we went passed a wreck He has told me about yesterday. When He called me, He said the police car was a suburban. When i went by the wreck i saw a big truck and an older car, like a big old chevy, or, as i told Him, one of the cars used here in Kuwait as an airport taxi. Today when we went by, i saw that it was an old ford crown victoria. He noticed that it wasn't a surburban, but stopped Himself short of saying it was a chevy, what i had given in the example, He said it was an old car. He hates being wrong. And can't admit when i am right with any kind of ease. It is easier for Him to ignore it than admit it.
Many times this happens when i make a casual comment about something. He can't help it, i think. He has to make sure to point out the my point of view, idea, statement is wrong in some way. He is never mean or ugly about it, He just does it.
Another thing i have noticed is that everything must be about Him. Any conversation i start, He will turn to something about Him. If i say it snowed in Iowa yesterday, He will immediately say in Texas the weather was much worse. i am not trying to play a who is most/best/whatever game, when i start a conversation. i don't mind that He turns it to Him, i just wish He wouldn't do it all the time.
And as long as i'm on the subject, He can never just answer a question. i will ask Him what He would like for dinner, for example, and He will either ask me a question in return, or go on about taking the dog out and then getting back about 6:15 or so and there won't be time to get the charcoal going. i could ask a simple yes/no question and He will do the same thing. And then He will finish, and i still don't know the answer. i have to ask, did You answer my question?
i hate doing that, it makes me feel stupid, like i have not listened to what He said, or missed something important.
Such is the life i live. Who said M/s is always nekkid, and knees, and sex?
