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Feb. 12th, 2003 10:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleini have been saving the newspapers that we buy, my intention is to put the headlines in chronological order one of these days.
It seems what i do best when i am stressed is sleep, unless of course it is night time, then i can't stay asleep to save my life. Last night i spent most of the night on the couch in the living room. Master hates that, but the couch for me is a comfort zone. When i was about 87 months pregnant with both my kids the couch was the only place i could get the support for my back and be comfortable enough to sleep. That is where i go now whenever i have this problem. i have 'mother's little helpers' but i don't want to use them indescriminantly, i only have what i have, and since i'm not a first class Kuwaiti, i would not be able to renew the scrip. i use them with care.
We have been playing trick the dog into the kennel at night now. For whatever reason he has started submissive peeing when it is bedtime. Just looking at him will cause it. The new trick is, to take him out the absolute last thing at night and when we bring him in, on the lead still, take him directly to the kennel. Once we get that habit firmly implanted , i think it will work, if something doesn't happen to screw it up.
We have been fighting the DSL all night long. This is the first i have been online since before 4 this afternoon. Master ran a test something to see what we were hooked up at, it's supposed to be 192, it was 54k.....we had a dial up with more speed.
Life is not good tonight. i am stressed because i couldn't talk with my daughter. S.O. is home from the hospital, and i wanted to know how he is. i wanted to know how she is doing. i wanted to know how the weather is in Iowa today. i wanted to know if she had spoken to her brother or grandmother today. Damn.
And when i get stressed about family things other stuff bothers me too. The TV is right next to my computer. In the states the volume is not supposed to get louder during commercials. Here there is no such rule. Tonight is national Indian commmercial night. They are sexist in the extreme and get exactly up my nose. And tonight, when i am stressed i have to listen to those damn things. i wanted to put my fist through the TV, or at the very least spit at it. Instead i went out of the room and into my dressing room and counted to 4539 by threes. It took my mind off the other stuff. Master laughed. That just about earned Him some bad words, but i held my tongue. i am still tied up in knots.
It seems what i do best when i am stressed is sleep, unless of course it is night time, then i can't stay asleep to save my life. Last night i spent most of the night on the couch in the living room. Master hates that, but the couch for me is a comfort zone. When i was about 87 months pregnant with both my kids the couch was the only place i could get the support for my back and be comfortable enough to sleep. That is where i go now whenever i have this problem. i have 'mother's little helpers' but i don't want to use them indescriminantly, i only have what i have, and since i'm not a first class Kuwaiti, i would not be able to renew the scrip. i use them with care.
We have been playing trick the dog into the kennel at night now. For whatever reason he has started submissive peeing when it is bedtime. Just looking at him will cause it. The new trick is, to take him out the absolute last thing at night and when we bring him in, on the lead still, take him directly to the kennel. Once we get that habit firmly implanted , i think it will work, if something doesn't happen to screw it up.
We have been fighting the DSL all night long. This is the first i have been online since before 4 this afternoon. Master ran a test something to see what we were hooked up at, it's supposed to be 192, it was 54k.....we had a dial up with more speed.
Life is not good tonight. i am stressed because i couldn't talk with my daughter. S.O. is home from the hospital, and i wanted to know how he is. i wanted to know how she is doing. i wanted to know how the weather is in Iowa today. i wanted to know if she had spoken to her brother or grandmother today. Damn.
And when i get stressed about family things other stuff bothers me too. The TV is right next to my computer. In the states the volume is not supposed to get louder during commercials. Here there is no such rule. Tonight is national Indian commmercial night. They are sexist in the extreme and get exactly up my nose. And tonight, when i am stressed i have to listen to those damn things. i wanted to put my fist through the TV, or at the very least spit at it. Instead i went out of the room and into my dressing room and counted to 4539 by threes. It took my mind off the other stuff. Master laughed. That just about earned Him some bad words, but i held my tongue. i am still tied up in knots.
