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Nov. 9th, 2002 09:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jdmkleinAt 7:39 tonight was the first moment of the day i had the chance to chill. From the time i got up this morning at 4:30 to take the dog out for his morning run, to 7:39 this evening i have been on the run. On top of that the trip home from the office, which normally takes 40 minutes, took 1 hour and 40 minutes. On top of that, while all i really wanted was some quiet time, Master couldn't talk fast enough about all the things He wanted to say. i was very tempted to tell Him to 'just shut the fuck up!', but knowing how much He likes the razor strop as punishment and how much i hate the cane, i kept my mouth shut. He is gone now, i think purposefully longer than usual, just to give me the chance to chill. i am so tense my back spasms are having spasms. i hate feeling like this.
i want to know why a drug that costs $10/ day in the states cost about 1/10th of that in other countries. i want to know why someone who needs that drug in the states but is not able to afford it has to beg and plead with the government to have the 'right' to it. i want to know why the manufacturer of said drug charges so much, but can manage to give samples to the physicians all over the country to hand out to patients. Or why said drug manufacturer can offer coupons for free 'scripts, but can't find it in it's heat to make this drug available to all who could benefit from it without making these people loose their self-dignity. i want to know why the drug manufacturers of the world have the right to treat people in this way. i think it sucks that Big Money can get away with this. Or make it nearly impossible for the 'little person' to find a way to benefit from the drug. i want to know why life can seem so unfair. A person with so many things working to make his/her life more difficult has to fight just to keep his/her emotional health in balance. Where is it written that this must be so? And who the fuck made that decision?
Jeeze, i'm a bitch tonight. i think i'll just say good night gracie.
i want to know why a drug that costs $10/ day in the states cost about 1/10th of that in other countries. i want to know why someone who needs that drug in the states but is not able to afford it has to beg and plead with the government to have the 'right' to it. i want to know why the manufacturer of said drug charges so much, but can manage to give samples to the physicians all over the country to hand out to patients. Or why said drug manufacturer can offer coupons for free 'scripts, but can't find it in it's heat to make this drug available to all who could benefit from it without making these people loose their self-dignity. i want to know why the drug manufacturers of the world have the right to treat people in this way. i think it sucks that Big Money can get away with this. Or make it nearly impossible for the 'little person' to find a way to benefit from the drug. i want to know why life can seem so unfair. A person with so many things working to make his/her life more difficult has to fight just to keep his/her emotional health in balance. Where is it written that this must be so? And who the fuck made that decision?
Jeeze, i'm a bitch tonight. i think i'll just say good night gracie.
