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[jdmklein]

i seem to be much more weather sensitive lately. i am just about ready to jump out of my skin. We are having a sand storm, it's just plain dirty out and i think the barometric pressure is changing. i am about ready to ship the dog off to the garbage dump and if i had my way, i'd be sending Master there too. More than anything right now, i want to be left alone. Alone in the house would be best, but lacking that, i would love not to be spoken to until tomorrow. That is not going to happen. It must be physically impossible for Him not to talk to me.

He doesn't pay any attention to what i am doing. Sometimes i think He thinks all i do is sit waiting for Him to drop pearls of wisdom on my ears. He knows i don't like being read to. i ask Him to please just circle the spot in the paper or send me an email or write it out....but oooh no, He just has to read it to me. Or, He will make some comment about something that is on tv. Hell, i'm not paying any attention to what's on the damn tv. i'm reading a book, for christ's sake. Give me a break.

i promised i wouldn't rant any more. As much as i want to i won't. i may have to go out and beat my head against a wall for 30 minutes, but i won't rant anymore. i'll blame it on the weather.