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jdmkleinThis morning Mother had an appointment with her counselor. She thought this would be the last one, but after speaking with her, Mother decided to continue the visits a bit longer. The counselor is a bit worried about her being depressed. She's better than last year, i wonder if there are stages or levels of depression. Can one be a little bit depressed or is it like being pregnant?
After the appointment we drove up to visit a friend of Mother's and had lunch. Everyone she saw today commented on how nice her hair looks. Most people have never seen her with a shorter hair cut and no curls. It looks good on her. i tell her that every morning, but i guess she expects a daughter has to say nice things. She perked up quite a bit when Doris said it to her. i think she'll keep it like this.
i wish Master would agree to letting me cut my hair. It's so fine and thin and straight. Ellen remembers when we were in high school and someone accused me of ironing it to get it so straight. Yea, right, like i need that kind of help. Now it's almost as long as it was for high school graduation. i can wear a banana clip for the first time. Now that they are completely out of style. Who cares? Master said if i absolutely hated my hair when i get back next week i can get it cut. Of course i won't, or maybe i will. It looks so good short and boyishy. Not 7th grade Taiwanese school boy cut, but boyishy. It's easy to care for and always looks good. Master says He doesn't mind it straight or pulled back off my face. i hope once the bangs get grown out and i can get the rest of the hair cut to that length i will like long hair better. But i doubt it.
Maybe it's healthy enough now that i can get a perm and not have it all fried. We shall see what we shall see.
i'm still sick. i've had a sore throat now for three days. Last night i woke up drenched in sweat and aching all over as if i'd been hit by a truck. i thought the fever had broken, but tonight i feel achy and have itchy eyes and i think the fever is back again. i am NOT going to let this keep me from going back to Kuwait on Monday. i haven't been sick like this with a fever for over 10 years. i wonder if the stress of this summer is part of the reason i'm sick. Yec
After the appointment we drove up to visit a friend of Mother's and had lunch. Everyone she saw today commented on how nice her hair looks. Most people have never seen her with a shorter hair cut and no curls. It looks good on her. i tell her that every morning, but i guess she expects a daughter has to say nice things. She perked up quite a bit when Doris said it to her. i think she'll keep it like this.
i wish Master would agree to letting me cut my hair. It's so fine and thin and straight. Ellen remembers when we were in high school and someone accused me of ironing it to get it so straight. Yea, right, like i need that kind of help. Now it's almost as long as it was for high school graduation. i can wear a banana clip for the first time. Now that they are completely out of style. Who cares? Master said if i absolutely hated my hair when i get back next week i can get it cut. Of course i won't, or maybe i will. It looks so good short and boyishy. Not 7th grade Taiwanese school boy cut, but boyishy. It's easy to care for and always looks good. Master says He doesn't mind it straight or pulled back off my face. i hope once the bangs get grown out and i can get the rest of the hair cut to that length i will like long hair better. But i doubt it.
Maybe it's healthy enough now that i can get a perm and not have it all fried. We shall see what we shall see.
i'm still sick. i've had a sore throat now for three days. Last night i woke up drenched in sweat and aching all over as if i'd been hit by a truck. i thought the fever had broken, but tonight i feel achy and have itchy eyes and i think the fever is back again. i am NOT going to let this keep me from going back to Kuwait on Monday. i haven't been sick like this with a fever for over 10 years. i wonder if the stress of this summer is part of the reason i'm sick. Yec
