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Sarah is coming home for a visit this weekend. Tomorrow is Mother's Day and it's been about 6 weeks since her last home visit. I must get out there to see her regularly. Take her out to lunch or something. Now that the weather is fine, maybe go on a picnic. Or take her to a gym to get some exercise at least once a week. She could pay for it out of her expense account.

I wish I would hear from Patrick this weekend. Likely it won't happen. Just writing this is making me cry. I don't know how to get in touch with him. I have sent texts asking for his forgiveness and they either go unread or deleted without opening them. This is depressing me.