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Master expects to be back here about midnight:30ish. i am supposed to be dressed sexy for Him. i asked what He wants; He said it is up to me. Of course i have 'issues,' and now i have given myself an upset stomach wondering how i can manage this little feat.

dribs and drabs

My brother and his family have to give up their dog. This breaks my heart because my brother wanted a dog to love. Last summer, while Mother, Sarah and i were visiting, they got to bring home a retired greyhound. The dog had been rehabilitated to family life for about 4 months before he came to my brother's house. He is a beautiful dog and my brother fell in love with him in the first five minutes, i think. Brother spent the first night the dog was 'home' sleeping on the floor with him. Yesterday Mother told me that Shadow has bitten a neighbor child near the mouth, and growls when Brother wants to get on the floor with him. It is better to be safe than sorry, i know this, but i do feel sad for my brother and family.

Sarah had to give up her date again last night. She was going to take the boyfriend out for a birthday dinner after the dance last night, but she has been having blackout episodes again. She decided not to risk one at the dance or restaurant for fear someone would call 911 and she would end up in the hospital again. The neuro has been called, more blood work is expected, and another change in medication will probably be in order. i absolutely cannot stay here a day longer than necessary at the end of the semester.

On the good news side of things, i timidly suggested to Mother that she think about a California trip again this summer. i know Brother et al. are keen to have her out for a visit again. i thought i should bring it up now so Mother would have plenty of time to chew on it. The immediate response was, "I am planning on it." Well knock me over with a feather, would someone please?

Other good stuff: Sarah did get an invite to Camp Courageous. Unfortunately she has been so forgetful lately that she didn't get the deposit check sent. She was supposed to call the camp yesterday to check it out. i truly hope nothing comes to screw this up for her. ( Read more... )

She has blossomed so this year and it all started with the camp.

This is the third day of grey weather. Last night it rained. i can feel my mood sinking, sinking, sinking. The thought of Master being back soon barely raises the bar. i must keep myself busy today. The first load of linen is in the wash. i'll put fresh on later today. The list of things to do to prepare the apartment for Him has been written up. Two items have been checked off already. Maybe one more cup of tea before i have at it.