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Nov. 1st, 2004 06:47 pmWell i made an ass of myself today. At least it was over the phone, and i can call him tomorrow and apologize for my behavior. And it only went to one person. i was talked out of going to the Vice Dean Academic and the director had gone by the time i blew my cork. After class i had students asking me if i was angry. They thought i was upset with them. i can't ever be angry with them. They are such dears. They drive me to want to take drinking up again some days, but i love each and every one of them. And no, i was not angry at them.
i believe Master and i have come to a consensus. We shall see when next He is here.
Max likes skittles. Now the question is do i give them to him and get them out of my temptation way or do i not give them to him and eventually give in and take care of them myself? Orange are his special favorite.
It is humid tonight. Very sticky. Not at all comfortable without the a/c. But with it i am cold.
Sarah is going to a Halloween dance tonight. i hope upon hope she has fun.
She has been weaned of the old med completely now. We shall see what happens.
It is time to begin thinking about christmas gifts again. i should at least get a list made. Maybe i will work like a demon and give the gift of love, a pair of socks to every member of my family.
i had another epiphany last night, but i didn't write it down when i thought of it, and now i can't remember what it was. But it was an amazing one.
Max discovered airplanes today. He heard on flying over and must have caught sight of it in the sky because i swear he watched it until it was out of his line of sight. He has also discovered the ocean and things that move on it. He sits in the front room and watches out the window. i don't believe he can see the motion of the water, but i do believe he can see the navy boat parked out there. And the ships that pass by. i wonder if he was a ship's cat in another life. He will sit and watch for long periods of time, at least i think they are long periods of time for a dog. i can't see his face when he is watching out the window, so i don't know if he looks sad or lonely or pensive. Or maybe he is remembering the last time we took him to the beach and what fun he had and is wishing we would take him again, soon.
Despite my best efforts to the contrary, i have managed to lose again this week. Not much, but i am elated that there was a drop of any proportion.
i believe Master and i have come to a consensus. We shall see when next He is here.
Max likes skittles. Now the question is do i give them to him and get them out of my temptation way or do i not give them to him and eventually give in and take care of them myself? Orange are his special favorite.
It is humid tonight. Very sticky. Not at all comfortable without the a/c. But with it i am cold.
Sarah is going to a Halloween dance tonight. i hope upon hope she has fun.
She has been weaned of the old med completely now. We shall see what happens.
It is time to begin thinking about christmas gifts again. i should at least get a list made. Maybe i will work like a demon and give the gift of love, a pair of socks to every member of my family.
i had another epiphany last night, but i didn't write it down when i thought of it, and now i can't remember what it was. But it was an amazing one.
Max discovered airplanes today. He heard on flying over and must have caught sight of it in the sky because i swear he watched it until it was out of his line of sight. He has also discovered the ocean and things that move on it. He sits in the front room and watches out the window. i don't believe he can see the motion of the water, but i do believe he can see the navy boat parked out there. And the ships that pass by. i wonder if he was a ship's cat in another life. He will sit and watch for long periods of time, at least i think they are long periods of time for a dog. i can't see his face when he is watching out the window, so i don't know if he looks sad or lonely or pensive. Or maybe he is remembering the last time we took him to the beach and what fun he had and is wishing we would take him again, soon.
Despite my best efforts to the contrary, i have managed to lose again this week. Not much, but i am elated that there was a drop of any proportion.
