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i've been thinking a lot lately about getting out. i just haven't found a way to do it. ok, ok, so i'm having a me moment. What about it? i'm alone, i can think whatever i want. Sue me.

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Sarah slept in today, so i talked with Mother. Sarah has a doc appointment tomorrow. The seizure doc. Her med levels are ok, borderline, but she's having way too many seizures.

This worries me until i want to cry. i know crying won't do any good so i try not, but i want to. Damn it, i want to.