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i learned my lesson well today. i was blowing off steam while we were out running the dog this afternoon. A mini-rant about how the new director had, in just one meeting, destroyed what i had worked so hard in the past three years to build. Master started talking to the dog, mid rant. That shut me up better than anything else in the world could have. He was not interested in my pity party. i have learned my lesson.

The problem is, and this is not a pity party, i have no female friend here i can get in touch with and let that steam go. He was my release valve. He has made it clear He is not interested, and now i feel i have no release. i need a female, here, in person, i can talk to. i have said it before, and i will probably say it again. And i am saying it now.

Moving right along......