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Nov. 9th, 2003 08:51 pmMaster has His car back, and i have an empty gas tank. We shall see if He offers to refill for me. i mean, after all, He could have ridden to work with one of his colleagues instead of taking my car. We put a lot of km. on it today, a whole gas tank of them.
i learned how nasty children can be tonight. We were at the garage waiting for Master's car and some little bitch child started throwing rocks at my car. Max was in the car, he wasn't barking, or being aggressive at all. He wasn't even paying attention to her. i watched as the meanness came over her. She just decided to try to hurt the dog. And no arab either claimed her or tried to stop her. And when i asked someone to please talk to her, they all just smiled. i could never have children again. It's a good thing mine are grown, and theirs live far away from me. i am becoming more like my mother. How sad for me.
Max behaved like a gentleman. He ignored her, until she hit the car, and then that frightened him. He didn't bark or make any move toward her, he just didn't understand. Stupid little bitch.
i have an infected cunt hair. Near the labia ring, and it hurts like sixty. Master has pulled the hair out, but it is still very sore and puss-y. Tonight i am going to soak in a salt bath. And then i'll have a shower. Salt water dries my skin.
i saw the eclipse this morning. i think i wrote about that already. Apparently i am one of only 6 people in Kuwait who bothered to look up to the sky this morning. i don't know who the other five are, but i can't be the only one who saw it. And the sunrise. A rare piece of beauty to see an eclipse of the moon and a sunrise on the same day, even more rare at the same time. How lucky i am.
i feel trouble is brewing in the unit. Tomorrow the recruitment committee are meeting with the new V.D.A.A. He is an entirely different breed of cat than the old one. i don't know if he will take the aggressiveness of these people sitting down. i hope he doesn't bring it back on me. i have to
work with him, and if he gets angry with me, my life will be hell. On the other hand, he could just tell them to get over themselves. Maybe they will learn they aren't the center of the universe-ity. And they can't always get what they want when they want it. Might even take some heat off my shoulders, but i doubt it.
i am going to stop now, i am putting myself in a pissy mood.
i learned how nasty children can be tonight. We were at the garage waiting for Master's car and some little bitch child started throwing rocks at my car. Max was in the car, he wasn't barking, or being aggressive at all. He wasn't even paying attention to her. i watched as the meanness came over her. She just decided to try to hurt the dog. And no arab either claimed her or tried to stop her. And when i asked someone to please talk to her, they all just smiled. i could never have children again. It's a good thing mine are grown, and theirs live far away from me. i am becoming more like my mother. How sad for me.
Max behaved like a gentleman. He ignored her, until she hit the car, and then that frightened him. He didn't bark or make any move toward her, he just didn't understand. Stupid little bitch.
i have an infected cunt hair. Near the labia ring, and it hurts like sixty. Master has pulled the hair out, but it is still very sore and puss-y. Tonight i am going to soak in a salt bath. And then i'll have a shower. Salt water dries my skin.
i saw the eclipse this morning. i think i wrote about that already. Apparently i am one of only 6 people in Kuwait who bothered to look up to the sky this morning. i don't know who the other five are, but i can't be the only one who saw it. And the sunrise. A rare piece of beauty to see an eclipse of the moon and a sunrise on the same day, even more rare at the same time. How lucky i am.
i feel trouble is brewing in the unit. Tomorrow the recruitment committee are meeting with the new V.D.A.A. He is an entirely different breed of cat than the old one. i don't know if he will take the aggressiveness of these people sitting down. i hope he doesn't bring it back on me. i have to
work with him, and if he gets angry with me, my life will be hell. On the other hand, he could just tell them to get over themselves. Maybe they will learn they aren't the center of the universe-ity. And they can't always get what they want when they want it. Might even take some heat off my shoulders, but i doubt it.
i am going to stop now, i am putting myself in a pissy mood.
