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Those silly ethnocentrics. All they are talking about is bio warfare perpetrated by Hussein on the U.S. In all probability he has no intent of trying something there, with bio weapons. More than likely, if he does have the chance, he will launch on Kuwait, or even more likely on Israel. That would break the coalition. True to the American way of living, think only of yourself. Damn, i hate that. Get so caught up in the minutia of what would or would not happen in a 'what if' scenerio and not even think about the rest of the world. And they talk like experts. BAH! i refuse to think about it any more. i refuse to write about it again. i certainly refuse to read what these people are writing about. BHA!

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i think i have two part time teachers for next semester. Lucky me.

Tomorrow i am going over to visit A. He has a ton of stuff about the FoM. He has been documenting ever since this whole thing started. i asked Master if He wanted to come along, but He doesn't think it's necessary. A is very dominant. Don't know about the kink, but he surely has the personality.

There was an ice storm in iowa yesterday and Daughter and SO got stuck out in it. They were sliding all over the place trying to get home from the barber's. Well, they went out for breakfast after the barber and that was when the fun began. i worry about them out and about like that in weather like that.

i am babbling, trying to avoid what's on my mind. Ignoring the elephant in the living room so to speak. i'm not sure i want to be in a loving relationship. i don't want to leave Master, i just don't want him to love me. i think. i'm working through this.