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Dec. 19th, 2002 11:16 ami don't know why i'm not writing. Time gets away from me and i'm in bed before i know it.
Things are better i guess. Master hasn't a clue, and if He does, He's not letting on. i won't talk about it. It's become one of those elephant in the center of the living room things. i'm just going to suck it up and deal with it. i was thinking this morning that the good feelings i have for Him much much outweigh the irritations. i like Him much more than i don't. It is not my place to demand change.
Classes are over. Exams are next week. i have five research papers left to grade. It looks like this class will go again next semester. i believe there will be at least five repeaters. i'm trying to hire a non-native speaker part time. She taught a class two semesters ago. Things have changes. i don't know if i can rehire her. And Suad isn't answering my messages.
i suppose i am going to have to decorate some for next Wednesday. i went to the city Tuesday for Master's present. And today G is going to take me to Fahaheel for the other. Tuesday's present is wrapped, the others aren't. It's sort of hard to do that when He's always around. i've decided to make P a caftan. i brought some flannel back, it's a gray plaid, she likes gray, it's easy to do, take about 90 minutes. Stick in a pair of slippers Daughter made and that's good to go. Maybe i'll bake some cookies tomorrow to take to school for student conferences. Sunday i've planned a small buffet for the teachers after exams. There it is, my holiday plan.
My cousin finally responded to my email. He will have a week free after Feb. 6 and wants us to come. i'm hating having to say no all the time, but that week will be just before the end of the break. It's too late and will be very difficult to get a flight back. Also, that's about the time 'whatever' is rumored to happen. Master will need to be here, and i may not be able to get back in. Next summer i am definitely going to stop there. Get off in Amsterdam and take the train to Germany.
And with that Circle gets the square.
Things are better i guess. Master hasn't a clue, and if He does, He's not letting on. i won't talk about it. It's become one of those elephant in the center of the living room things. i'm just going to suck it up and deal with it. i was thinking this morning that the good feelings i have for Him much much outweigh the irritations. i like Him much more than i don't. It is not my place to demand change.
Classes are over. Exams are next week. i have five research papers left to grade. It looks like this class will go again next semester. i believe there will be at least five repeaters. i'm trying to hire a non-native speaker part time. She taught a class two semesters ago. Things have changes. i don't know if i can rehire her. And Suad isn't answering my messages.
i suppose i am going to have to decorate some for next Wednesday. i went to the city Tuesday for Master's present. And today G is going to take me to Fahaheel for the other. Tuesday's present is wrapped, the others aren't. It's sort of hard to do that when He's always around. i've decided to make P a caftan. i brought some flannel back, it's a gray plaid, she likes gray, it's easy to do, take about 90 minutes. Stick in a pair of slippers Daughter made and that's good to go. Maybe i'll bake some cookies tomorrow to take to school for student conferences. Sunday i've planned a small buffet for the teachers after exams. There it is, my holiday plan.
My cousin finally responded to my email. He will have a week free after Feb. 6 and wants us to come. i'm hating having to say no all the time, but that week will be just before the end of the break. It's too late and will be very difficult to get a flight back. Also, that's about the time 'whatever' is rumored to happen. Master will need to be here, and i may not be able to get back in. Next summer i am definitely going to stop there. Get off in Amsterdam and take the train to Germany.
And with that Circle gets the square.
