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The stress i have been feeling is finally beginning to effect my physical health. Today my muscles tightened up so badly that i went to see the head of the physical therapy dept and begged for a cervical collar to keep my shoulder from touching my ear. He finally did but was against it. He feels that collars weaken the muscles. i don't car, i hurt and i need relief. i can't get the drugs that would make the muscle relax. Not in Kuwait. NO NO NO. might make the brain act weird. i am in a pissy mood tonight. i hurt.