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Yesterday was training day
May. 24th, 2002 08:41 amIt had been so long, since i had felt that good. That isn't the right way to say it. i tried to write yesterday, but my mind was such a muddled mess i couldn't get the fingers to hit the right keys on the keyboard, and i couldn't get the right words out of my brain.
We took M to the airport and stopped at the mechanics on the way home to check on Master's car. We were home by 8:00 am. Master told me 'full slut' and shut me in my dressing room as He changed the spare bedroom into the play room. The new bed has turned out to be a great idea.
When i was dressed (undressed, actually) i went in and sat on the side of the bed while Master finished .Then He put the blindfold over my eyes and the cuffs on my ankles and wrists. Then He bound my breasts. Very tightly, and ended up making a hemp rope bra. He use the small whip on them and the small cane i think. Left marks with both. They mark so nicely when they are bound. He told me later, and i already knew it, that He had bound them much tighter than normal and they turned such a beautiful color.
And then it gets fuzzy. He laid me down on my back on the bed, and tied me spread eagle. i know He put the ball gag in my mouth but didn't buckle it in back. And then i was sitting up. And He gave me a glass to drink from, and i cried. And He encouraged me and i cried and i drank. He said i didn't have to drink it all, but i did. One of my Bavarain crystal glasses. And then it was 1:00. And He let me take a nap.
And then i woke up. i know that later i was sitting at the computer and He was downloading some mp3 files. i started crying, and i don't know for sure why. He took me back to bed, i was still in the cuffs and He held me and let me sleep some more. And then it was time to make dinner. i put on my robe, and asked to have the wrist cuffs removed. The doorbell rang, Master didn't let me come out, He told O that i was being lazy and not dressed.
We ate on the balcony and i talked to Daughter. i laid on the couch after and fell asleep again. Master woke me about 11 and told me to go to bed. i showered, and took out the benwa balls. Master came in a short time later and kissed me and let me sleep.
He woke me up this morning at 6:30 and continued with where He left off yesterday. My head is back in the right place. i feel so good today, both physically and emotionally. i forgot to take my meds last night, but i don't need them today. i'll remember them tonight, i promise. He is so good to me.
The ocean is diamond gray today. The sky is overcast and you barely where the water ends and the sky begins on the horizon. The water hurts my eyes it sparkles so. There is a reason for brown eyes i've decided. Brown eyes deal with the glare of the sun better than blues. If the ocean were less like a sheet of glass today, perhaps the sparkle wouldn't be so strong. It's funny, i know the earth is round, yet when i look on the horizon, i can't see any curvature. i know there is a reason i can't, the earth's curve, i'm not a fool, but i want.
The pumping station is barely visable on the horizon. Three tiny dark spots. i know it's there, and it's much bigger the super tankers fill up out there. My head is back in place but my brain is mush. i'm done till tonight. Maybe i'll be more coherent then.
We took M to the airport and stopped at the mechanics on the way home to check on Master's car. We were home by 8:00 am. Master told me 'full slut' and shut me in my dressing room as He changed the spare bedroom into the play room. The new bed has turned out to be a great idea.
When i was dressed (undressed, actually) i went in and sat on the side of the bed while Master finished .Then He put the blindfold over my eyes and the cuffs on my ankles and wrists. Then He bound my breasts. Very tightly, and ended up making a hemp rope bra. He use the small whip on them and the small cane i think. Left marks with both. They mark so nicely when they are bound. He told me later, and i already knew it, that He had bound them much tighter than normal and they turned such a beautiful color.
And then it gets fuzzy. He laid me down on my back on the bed, and tied me spread eagle. i know He put the ball gag in my mouth but didn't buckle it in back. And then i was sitting up. And He gave me a glass to drink from, and i cried. And He encouraged me and i cried and i drank. He said i didn't have to drink it all, but i did. One of my Bavarain crystal glasses. And then it was 1:00. And He let me take a nap.
And then i woke up. i know that later i was sitting at the computer and He was downloading some mp3 files. i started crying, and i don't know for sure why. He took me back to bed, i was still in the cuffs and He held me and let me sleep some more. And then it was time to make dinner. i put on my robe, and asked to have the wrist cuffs removed. The doorbell rang, Master didn't let me come out, He told O that i was being lazy and not dressed.
We ate on the balcony and i talked to Daughter. i laid on the couch after and fell asleep again. Master woke me about 11 and told me to go to bed. i showered, and took out the benwa balls. Master came in a short time later and kissed me and let me sleep.
He woke me up this morning at 6:30 and continued with where He left off yesterday. My head is back in the right place. i feel so good today, both physically and emotionally. i forgot to take my meds last night, but i don't need them today. i'll remember them tonight, i promise. He is so good to me.
The ocean is diamond gray today. The sky is overcast and you barely where the water ends and the sky begins on the horizon. The water hurts my eyes it sparkles so. There is a reason for brown eyes i've decided. Brown eyes deal with the glare of the sun better than blues. If the ocean were less like a sheet of glass today, perhaps the sparkle wouldn't be so strong. It's funny, i know the earth is round, yet when i look on the horizon, i can't see any curvature. i know there is a reason i can't, the earth's curve, i'm not a fool, but i want.
The pumping station is barely visable on the horizon. Three tiny dark spots. i know it's there, and it's much bigger the super tankers fill up out there. My head is back in place but my brain is mush. i'm done till tonight. Maybe i'll be more coherent then.
