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Went to the only place in the country where one can get a real honest to god malted milk today for dinner, and i ordered a cherry coke. That's ok though, Master and i were there one day last week for dinner, and i had the malt then. i had a late exam today, and Master's car was in the shop, so, again, He decided we should catch a bite out. Next week i will work really hard to have dinners at home. i hate eating out.
i proctored the exam with P and then Master said we would take her home. Had some running to do before then, to the car shop to see if His car was done. It wasn't. He got fussy and i got a bit embarassed. Master stormed back to the car from the garage and threw His wallet and comb and pocket change on the dash muttering loudly about how this was the last time He was going to bring His car to this shop. He doesn't deal with incompetence very well. The mechanics had the car over 24 hours and still hadn't managed to get the work done. i know this is the way He deals with stress, but i was embarrassed because He blew in front of a friend of mine. It didn't matter that it was my friend, blowing like that in front of anyone would have embarrassed me.
In one respect it was a good thing to happen. i tend to place Him in a god-like position. That's a pretty high place from which to fall. Seeing Him be in a hissy fit is a good reminder for me that He is only a man. He has all the same faults and idiosyncracies that any other person has. Me even. i appreciate that He feels comfortable enough around my friends that He doesn't even think about His actions. By the time He came back from changing out of His work clothes and into jeans, He was ok, but i know He made P uncomfortable. But that's ok. Because that is human. And as much as i want to idolize Him, i shouldn't. Because He is human. If i ever forget that, and He does fail in some respect, it could be difficult for me to deal with. i'm glad He does these things once in awhile. It keeps Him human.
And then there are times like now. Again, tonight, He is on the couch checking His eyelids for leaks. I can watch Him. He reminds me of a gorilla in more ways than one. The shape of His body is like that of a gorilla, He has the cutest bubble butt. He has a barrel chest like a gorilla, and is only a little less hairy than one. He also has a lot in common with a silver back, because the hair on His back is turning silver too. He has nicely shaped legs, i tease Him about having girlie legs, but in fact, they are quite masculine. If toes could be prehensile, His would be the prototype. They are the longest toes i have ever seen. His feet aren't that big, but the length of His toes make them seem monstrous. He has an inny. He is circumised and i love looking at it. His nipples are quite large, and always a lovely pink.
Looking at Him, one knows right away that He is an athlete, and was military. He has no neck. His arms are not 'buff' but one can see the strength in them. He has short and hairy fingers. Most of the time His nails are clean and well cared for. But this morning i noticed they are in need of a manicure. That is on my list of 'to do' this weekend. His beard is greying, and under His chin needs shaving. He has a smallish nose and arresting blue eyes. The scars on His forehead can go unnoticed, but i'm a bit worried about the dent. i don't know if the metal plate has moved or if there is any cause for concern. But the dent is much more pronounced but i honestly can't say how long it has been that way. The best thing about being His bed partner is He doesn't snore.
My ring isn't ready. Now she says Friday afternoon. i know He thinks i'm only messing around, but i really am disappointed. Really. i wanted that ring back today so i could wear it tomorrow
All week long i've been anticipating having the ring back. i had planned what i'll wear to the office and everything. What earrings to go with it. How it will look with my collar. And now i have to wait until Friday afternoon. i feel a fashion crisis coming on. What am i going to wear to work tomorrow? WAAAA! WAAA! WAAA!
i proctored the exam with P and then Master said we would take her home. Had some running to do before then, to the car shop to see if His car was done. It wasn't. He got fussy and i got a bit embarassed. Master stormed back to the car from the garage and threw His wallet and comb and pocket change on the dash muttering loudly about how this was the last time He was going to bring His car to this shop. He doesn't deal with incompetence very well. The mechanics had the car over 24 hours and still hadn't managed to get the work done. i know this is the way He deals with stress, but i was embarrassed because He blew in front of a friend of mine. It didn't matter that it was my friend, blowing like that in front of anyone would have embarrassed me.
In one respect it was a good thing to happen. i tend to place Him in a god-like position. That's a pretty high place from which to fall. Seeing Him be in a hissy fit is a good reminder for me that He is only a man. He has all the same faults and idiosyncracies that any other person has. Me even. i appreciate that He feels comfortable enough around my friends that He doesn't even think about His actions. By the time He came back from changing out of His work clothes and into jeans, He was ok, but i know He made P uncomfortable. But that's ok. Because that is human. And as much as i want to idolize Him, i shouldn't. Because He is human. If i ever forget that, and He does fail in some respect, it could be difficult for me to deal with. i'm glad He does these things once in awhile. It keeps Him human.
And then there are times like now. Again, tonight, He is on the couch checking His eyelids for leaks. I can watch Him. He reminds me of a gorilla in more ways than one. The shape of His body is like that of a gorilla, He has the cutest bubble butt. He has a barrel chest like a gorilla, and is only a little less hairy than one. He also has a lot in common with a silver back, because the hair on His back is turning silver too. He has nicely shaped legs, i tease Him about having girlie legs, but in fact, they are quite masculine. If toes could be prehensile, His would be the prototype. They are the longest toes i have ever seen. His feet aren't that big, but the length of His toes make them seem monstrous. He has an inny. He is circumised and i love looking at it. His nipples are quite large, and always a lovely pink.
Looking at Him, one knows right away that He is an athlete, and was military. He has no neck. His arms are not 'buff' but one can see the strength in them. He has short and hairy fingers. Most of the time His nails are clean and well cared for. But this morning i noticed they are in need of a manicure. That is on my list of 'to do' this weekend. His beard is greying, and under His chin needs shaving. He has a smallish nose and arresting blue eyes. The scars on His forehead can go unnoticed, but i'm a bit worried about the dent. i don't know if the metal plate has moved or if there is any cause for concern. But the dent is much more pronounced but i honestly can't say how long it has been that way. The best thing about being His bed partner is He doesn't snore.
My ring isn't ready. Now she says Friday afternoon. i know He thinks i'm only messing around, but i really am disappointed. Really. i wanted that ring back today so i could wear it tomorrow
All week long i've been anticipating having the ring back. i had planned what i'll wear to the office and everything. What earrings to go with it. How it will look with my collar. And now i have to wait until Friday afternoon. i feel a fashion crisis coming on. What am i going to wear to work tomorrow? WAAAA! WAAA! WAAA!
