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[jdmklein]

i've been thinking about what happened today. Master said if it happens again i should just ride straight toward them. But what would that do? Just prove to them i am what they think, someone frightening. i don't want to be that. i can't stop my life because of some children with wrong ideas. The good thing is that during the week i ride early enough that they are not around. i have ridden about the same time the past two or three weekends and this is the first time i have seen them. i can't let them ruin a pleasant part of my day. i don't want to change my route.

Maybe riding by them again would make me familiar. They would learn that i am not someone to fear and they would leave me alone.

i am not afraid of the adults in this country. i can handle adult hatred, it is hatred in children that frightens me. i feel this is not something i am going to get past easily.